Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Nothing seems as strange as when the leaves begin to change...

Okay...So I lied about updating my blog the day after I posted the pictures. & I AM TERRIBLY SORRY! It really is hard to sit myself down & find enough time to create a post that would be remotely worthwhile for you to read. But hey, I'm updating NOW. Let me tell you, I have been up to A LOT since I last posted & I will try to keep you entertained, although I can't promise impressing in-depth descriptions.

So last time I actually left a post, I left you hanging with two paragraphs of my "language rage" and frustration. I apologize, but blogs are meant for a little venting. Its easy to clear your head when you have a blank text box in front of you & a plethora of things on your mind that NEED to be let out. A little back round into what provoked that: So two weeks ago (the last time I posted) I had Høst ferien (fall break). Anyways, the first weekend of høst ferien Sanne & I jetted off to Oslo to participate in a conference with 5 different youth organizations in Norway associated with a campaign devoted to letting the world know about the flaws of Human Rights throughout the world. Its called "Involve Yourself" & here is a link if you want to learn more about it: http://involveyourself.com/. Anyways, since I am in NORWAY & the language that people speak here is NORWEGIAN, the whole conference was in NORWEGIAN which made it exceedingly difficult for me to understand. Go figure ;). However, there were some really nice people there who actually wanted to translate for me! So they did! One girl was getting her Bachelor's degree in English & thought it was great practice to translate for me, & so she did! It was really nice, but still. I want to understand by myself, to have my own opinions about something, first hand. & sometimes hearing and trying to speak a language that you cannot contribute to is frustrating and a little bit embarrassing. So when it all builds up, one needs to vent, & thats what I did, LUCKY YOU! In the end, the weekend proved to be really helpful for my Norwegian, seeing as though I was forced to speak it sometimes. I EVEN PLAYED SINGSTAR: NORSK HITS! THAT was fun & slightly embarassing. I mispronounced half the words and pretending like I knew the tune but HEY, it was really fun & everyone sang along. I actually learned a lot about Human Rights in the World & in Norway & how governments are dealing with it. It was cool. Great weekend in general (minus my minor language problem).

The rest of the week was just devoted to relaxing at home in Førde. I went into Førde almost every single day of that week & I have some cute new purchases (WHICH I NEED TO CUT BACK ON. NO MORE SPENDING MONEY UNTIL CHRISTMAS; I PROMISE MOMMMA J). I hung out with a few friends & it was really nice. ALSO, Sabrina, my host sister that lives in Oslo came to visit for 3 days, from friday to sunday! I LOVED SEEING/MEETING HER! She's really fun & nice. Its cool to have an older sister that I can talk to about things, I already love it. When she was here we went on walks with Nemi, the dog, watched "Skal vi danse?" (Norways version of "Dancing with the Stars", ate chips and dip (SO GOOD, but insanely unhealthy), ate candy (AGAIN SO GOOD but unhealthy), & looked up songs that we love on youtube. Aud curled everyones hair, just for fun. It was a girls weekend because Jan was away on a hunting trip, so every girls weekend needs a little junk food and pampering. All in all, it was a good høst ferien :) & It sounds like everyone else had a good time too!

The week after høst ferien (last week) felt really long, but then again it ALWAYS feels that way after a nice & relaxing break. I had TWO math tests (which didn't go as well as I'd hoped, but was better than failing), & a French test (we haven't gotten it back yet, but I think it went REALLY well). The homework load wasn't bad at all, but it was just a long week. THURSDAY: My friend, Kristina, made me do this dance class with her after I ran into her at the gym. I WAS STRAIGHT UP AWFUL AT IT. It was fun with her though, & It was funny to attempt to dance when I know that I actually can't dance at all. On Friday I hung out with Andrea & Kristina (Two girls from my class) & we made pizza and chocolate mousse at Kristina's house :)! Aud drove me down to meet up with Kristina at 6 AFTER MISSING MY BUS (which I have vowed will NEVER happen again). We then did a little shopping around Førde, met up with Andrea, & got some supplies for our homemade Pizza and mousse. We made THE best pizza and THE best mousse ever. & WE BOUGHT THIS PURPLE SODA CALLED "Halloween Brus" (Halloween Soda) which was really weird, but kinda good at the same time. We watched X-factor, talked, and had fun :)! They're such nice girls. On Saturday, I went into Førde with Sanne and Kamilla (Sanne's friend), & did more shopping. Sanne and I bought a dress together (MOM I TOLD YOU ABOUT THIS ONE, SO DON'T WORRY), its pretttty cute but WAY different than anything I own. I can't wait to wear it though :). That night Sanne went to Kamilla's house & two of my friends, Marte and Synniva came over & we ate tacos and watched "Vicki, Christina, Barcelona", which was a pretty interesting movie, I must say. It was really nice to have them over. We just talked and talked, watched some "Grey's" after the movie, & ate some melkskjokolade. The good life.

This week has been mixed for me. I was so happy because I was asked to write for my school paper at home on my experiences in Norway! I was ecstatic that they wanted to include me in it, & I found that I really enjoyed writing it. Next, the yearbook staff asked me if I wanted to have a little page devoted to my experiences here. They want me in the yearbook! It was so sweet to hear! I am so happy, I was worried I would be forgotten! The downside of this week : my first actual case of homesickness occurred yesterday, tears and all. No fear, not heaps and heaps of tears. Still tears, nonetheless, I haven't cried in SO long, & its weird to have uncontrollable tears rolling down my face. I hate it & I don't cry often. Its just a build up things that have caused it. I learned some bad/worrying news from back home, my parent's anniversary was yesterday, I talked to my best friend on skype & I learned that I am missing a lot at home, My sister had her first date (even though she claims it wasn't a date-IT SO WAS), My soccer team is number one (which is great, I just want to be a part of it), & the weather here has sort of a nostalgic feel lately. The leaves are falling, its kind of cold--just enough to turn your cheeks pink, & it smells like fire all the time. I don't know, it just makes me feel nostalgic. This is normal. We all knew it would begin. I'm not invincible, but then again who is?

Next weekend is Halloween & I know I'll be missing home then, just because not being fully a part of the tradition will be weird.

Today made it better though. I had NO SCHOOL, because the teachers are away on a retreat or something, I don't really know actually. I went to Gunvor's house with Marte & we baked cookies & bread rolls! SO YUMMY. Just to let you know: We're pro bakers ;).

Tomorrow I have school, but I get to leave early because I don't have class after 1:30 & I'm looking forward to doing absolutely NOTHING this weekend.

Right now I'm watching "Nick and Norah's infinite playlist" & I WANT NYC! OHHHH! Andrea, Kristina, & I have decided that next year when I am back in the US, they are going to come visit during Christmas break and we're going on a road trip to NYC to see the ball drop on NEW YEARS! Its happening. We've decided. But seriously, NYC, My favorite city in the entire world.

I've begun to realize something. The cliche is true when they say: You never know how much you love something until its missing. Even the littlest difference in a tradition, a language, a culture, a way of life can make an impact on someone. The differences may be upsetting and a little hard to understand, but in the end it truly is a prize to have experienced and lived something different. Your own values don't disappear. You only gain more insight to who you are, through the DIFFERENT places you live, the DIFFERENT people you meet, the DIFFERENT things you experience. It's these things that will constantly open your eyes to the little things in life that should be paid more attention to.

Goodnight. Love you.

PICTURES FROM HØST FERIEN:
"INVOLVE YOURSELF" campaign in OSLO!

IN OUR HOTEL ROOM :) (the crazy host sister & I)

MY HOST SISTER IS THE COOLEST...;)

FUN AT THE "INVOLVE YOURSELF" CONFERENCE

KRISTINA & I TRYING ON HATS


OUR BEAUTIFUL PIZZA

WEIRD PURPLE HALLOWEEN SODA


AGAIN WITH THE HATS (Sanne & I)

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

PICTAHS

THESE ARE FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE NOT FRIENDS WITH ME ON F-BOOK. ;) Add me if you like, I am always open for questions about Norway if you have any :)!


ENJOY! (okay I'm updating officially tomorrow. I promise.)




Norway prettiness

Me & a Norwegian sign...

SNØ PÅ FJELL! (snow on the mountain)


USA exchangies in Voss!

BERGEN

ME AND MELODY (from China!) IN BERGEN! :)


MORE BERGEN


ME AND FØRDE <3

FØRDE!


VIEW OF FØRDE FROM THE MOUNTAIN! :)


BEAUTIFUL MOUNTAIN


MY HIGH SCHOOL

VIEW OF FØRDE

MY ROOM

love you.


Saturday, October 3, 2009

RIGHT NOW. THIS SECOND.

WHAT I AM THINKING RIGHT NOW:

hdfsfskkkkkfhajkhewuihjndsjbkl. Why does it have to be so slow to learn a language!??! THIS IS MY BIGGEST FRUSTRATION, & my most sought out for goal. I want to be able to understand what my friends are saying to each other, or what the heck LEGEVITENSKAP means, or WHY EVERYONE IS LAUGHING after someone says something. I am exhausted with focus, & lucky you, you get to read me whining to you. Its so so so embarrassing when someone says something to me and, although I can't see my own face, I must look pretttttttty stupid with a seriously blank stare. People must be getting frustrated with my constant questions and non-stop "EG FORSTÅR IKKJE."!!!! Sometimes, this constant headache is a LITTLE tiring. There are times, LIKE NOW, when I just don't want to focus on the language every waking minute. Its a part of the process blah blah blah. I KNOW. I WILL LEARN. I just want to participate, be a part of good class discussions, & I enjoy a deep convorsation with a friend but its hard to have one when you know MINIMUM Norwegian & your embarassed to talk English. Its not necessarily a barrier, but its tough. okay I'm done.

Other things on my mind: Middag soon. nice.

love you.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

winter wonderland...in OCTOBER?

Okay so the title is exaggerating a little bit... However, THERE IS SO MUCH SNOW ON TOP OF THE MOUNTAINS. Its crazy. I've never seen THIS much snow in October & yesterday was SEPTEMBER. AHH. People aren't that excited about it, whereas I like FREAKED out when I saw it. HAHA, but thats because they're used to it. I wake up every morning to find that the snow has begun to creep slowly down the mountain so I'm just waiting to wake up one morning with a white backyard! It is so pretty & at school I am CONSTANTLY looking out the window at school. I swear, I'm never going to get over how beautiful Norway is. I mean its not like there is a full on blizzard going on, but its just so weird to see even a LITTLE bit of snow earlier than December! I just thought you alll would like to know that :D.

NEXT: So I only have ONE MORE DAY UNTIL HØST FERIEN (FALL BREAK)! I am SO SO excited. I already said that I was off to Oslo this weekend, which should be very nice. I will finally get to meet Sabrina (my other host sister)! She lives in Oslo, so she will come and visit Sanne & I at the hotel we're staying at! We'll be in Oslo for two days & then we will fly back to Førde to have a FULL WEEK OF RELAXATION. I seriously need it. I am tired ALL the time. So it will be nice to just "slappa av" (relax). I don't have MANY plans, but I know that on Tuesday I'm going shopping with Andrea, Kristina, and possibly others. When I say "shopping", I actually mean looking at everything, debating with myself whether or not to buy something, then deciding that it costs too much money. EVERYTHING IS SO EXPENSIVE (as I've said). THANKS USA ECONOMY ;). The rest of the week I will probably hang out with friends, definitely go to the gym, & just lay around and do NOTHING. Ahh so good. OH there is also this carnival thing being set up like right outside of my school. Its called "tivoli" & to be honest it looks prettttty sketch, but possibly fun. Everyone says its not that cool, & real small, but I want to go anyways, so I'm making someone come with me. :D. yay.

So yesterday I had a math test & surprisingly, I think it went well. I know I didn't get a 6 (Norwegian schools grade on a 1-6 scale instead of the A-F scale), but I actually tried, & I know I got some things right. However, I am so bad at some of the things we are learning, & they are so hard for me to understand, even in English, so I'm hoping the teacher is a little lenient with me. LOGARITHMS-ANYONE CARE TO HELP? :) haha.

Okay so remember how I told you that Aud got me books on learning Norwegian (Nynorsk)? Well its helping A LOT & I'm so happy that I have it now, but thats not why I'm bringing it up. It gives pretty cool Norwegian facts or lessons on culture. Also, at the end of each chapter there is a little piece of Norwegian history or a Norwegian folk tale IN NORWEGIAN so Its a double team. Its great.

SOMETHING COOL I CAME ACROSS TODAY: the typical norwegian meal schedule. Its actually quite true.

7-tiden; FROKOST (breakfast)
12-tiden: LUNSJ (lunch)
4-tiden: MIDDAG (dinner, I know its so early, but its true!)
6-tiden: KAFFI (coffee, & small desserts)
8-9 tiden: KVELDMAT (evening meal, usually a piece of bread)

Okay thats all I got for now. We'll chat soon ;)

LOVE.